watch me get there

Female, 19, 5'9", FAT.

SW:224lbs
CW: 185




UGW: 140lbs
Then I'll be happy. :)


PLEASE feel free to come to me and ask me or talk to me about anything, i'll try my best to help.
itsmenavil: lost 80s photoshoot picture ;D my legs look huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge! :””’(

itsmenavil:

lost 80s photoshoot picture ;D


my legs look huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge! :””’(

with all this fashion week madness and running around downtown dressing models getting lipstick from upstairs taking the missing accessories almost out to runway…i lost 2lbs :D I’m so happy! hahahah fashion week should be more often..

itsmenavil: Some of the models i got to work with this week at fashion week culiacan. i love them all. made great friends with them. had quite a few laughs..i yelled at them quite a lot..i made one of them my boyfriend..sorta 8-) but that’s a whole different story. if you’re interested to know hes the one right in the middle with the weird shorts..yeah. he won top model contest and he was invited to be in Fashion Week Mexico which is a huge deal in this industry. :’) i felt so proud of him<3

itsmenavil:

Some of the models i got to work with this week at fashion week culiacan. i love them all. made great friends with them. had quite a few laughs..i yelled at them quite a lot..i made one of them my boyfriend..sorta 8-) but that’s a whole different story. if you’re interested to know hes the one right in the middle with the weird shorts..yeah. he won top model contest and he was invited to be in Fashion Week Mexico which is a huge deal in this industry. :’) i felt so proud of him<3

story of the week

after working as a staff member and being in the dressing rooms for Fashion Week i realized how not even the skinniest girls are perfect. the models i saw they have sooooo many stretch marks. even more than i do. they all have something wrong with their bodies ones have too much of a butt, others have a lot of acne other’s noses are too big. but guess what they keep doing what they love and don’t stress over those things.

i still wanna be skinny you know and maybe get to look like some of them. but now, i know that even the skinniest girl or the prettiest runway model isnt perfect so im not gonna try to be either…cause that just doesnt exist.

Anonymous asked: you've lost so much weight!! so jealous. be proud of yourself

thanks :D

dont be jealous though, start doing something about it ;)

XO