watch me get there

Female, 20, 5'8"

SW:224lbs
CW 1/9/2012 : 199.4lbs
CW: 4/2/2013 : 190.7lbs
GW 1: 4/20/2013 185 lbs
GW 2: 5/2/2013 179 lbs
GW3: 170lbs June 1st



UGW: 150lbs
Then I'll be happy. :)


PLEASE feel free to come to me and ask me or talk to me about anything, i'll try my best to help.
I have such a manly back! :(but its not as thick as it was before…and I love the fact that it finally seems like I’m getting a waist :D
5/1/2013 CW: 83.7kg :’(

I have such a manly back! :(
but its not as thick as it was before…and I love the fact that it finally seems like I’m getting a waist :D

5/1/2013 CW: 83.7kg :’(

had about 700 cals today..not that bad :)

this sucks!!!!

I literally have all the Ana symptoms except for the most important one -.- EXTREME WEIGHT LOSS!!!!

what do I do???

I started the ABC diet today..lets see how it goes

so i have this friend, he dealt with both ana and mia for quite a while. he’s over them now, and he’s looking great and he’s healthy as ever and I’m very proud of him. we’re talking about his struggles right now, it just came up randomly and i was like, WHY CAN’T THAT HAPPEN TO ME?! he got so mad i cant even..he yelled at me to never wish that would happen to me, that i do NOT want to live through that. but the truth is, i do. i though i had gotten over it but i haven’t. i still wanna look like all those skinny skinny girls on tumblr with the huge thigh gap and the collarbones sticking out. this is bad.

I guess I’m showing some progress… I was telling my mom about how I like myself better naked which is weird because I don’t have the best body in the world..but yeah whatever 4/2/2013 1:30 pm I have to look better a month from now :)
C.W: 86.5 Kg
G.W: (a month from now) 80Kg
U.G.W: 65-70Kg

I guess I’m showing some progress… I was telling my mom about how I like myself better naked which is weird because I don’t have the best body in the world..but yeah whatever 4/2/2013 1:30 pm I have to look better a month from now :)

C.W: 86.5 Kg

G.W: (a month from now) 80Kg

U.G.W: 65-70Kg

so my best friend is really happy because he gained 5kilos in like, 2 weeks. when he was telling me, i really didn’t know whether to congratulate him or cry for him. he suffered from ana when he was younger, and he’s still very skinny and tall and stuff. and I’m really happy for him. i mean , having gotten through everything..i love him and all i want is for him to be healthy and happy <3